finding my forté

Regram from @cheaskylitdrive Ohgosh i miss this day so much, i...

Fri, 24 May 2013 00:53:08 +0800

Regram from @cheaskylitdrive Ohgosh i miss this day so much, i would do anything to go back!! Brb, I’ll go sob in the corner now 😭😭😭 #askylitdrive #asilaydying #askylitdriveph #pulpsummerslam

deepaapatel: lovedthewayhesaidkissablelips: Rain or shine,...

Wed, 22 May 2013 19:30:03 +0800

deepaapatel:

lovedthewayhesaidkissablelips:

Rain or shine, i’ll be there to support you guys! Love you all and miss you so much!! ☺💛 Photos from: Pulp Live World @kyleasd @cory_laquay @nickfnmiller @michaeljagmin @brianwhiteasd @askylitdriveofficial #pulpsummerslam #askylitdrive #askylitdriveph #manila #philippines #concert #bands

Awww Tracey, I’m so happy for you. <3

Thank you so much Deepa! :D It’s been a month since i last saw them and that makes me very sad.. I miss them so much!

Catch our interview with Mad Hatter Day tonight!! Follow us on...

Wed, 22 May 2013 16:48:23 +0800

Catch our interview with Mad Hatter Day tonight!! Follow us on Twitter, @DelicateRockPH and we’ll keep you updated! #madhatterday #interview #band #manila #philippines

Rain or shine, i’ll be there to support you guys! Love you...

Wed, 22 May 2013 13:20:19 +0800

Rain or shine, i’ll be there to support you guys! Love you all and miss you so much!! ☺💛 Photos from: Pulp Live World @kyleasd @cory_laquay @nickfnmiller @michaeljagmin @brianwhiteasd @askylitdriveofficial #pulpsummerslam #askylitdrive #askylitdriveph #manila #philippines #concert #bands

Fun interview with Faintlight at the Bazooka Launch Party!...

Mon, 20 May 2013 20:59:39 +0800

Fun interview with Faintlight at the Bazooka Launch Party! Follow @DelicateRockPH on twitter for updates on the concert scene and more video interviews! #DelicateRockMedia #Faintlight

falling-deeperinlove: it’s my favourite sound

Fri, 17 May 2013 02:02:43 +0800

falling-deeperinlove:

it’s my favourite sound

dontpanicc: inkedshipsandredlips: This makes me sad Just...

Fri, 17 May 2013 00:04:40 +0800

dontpanicc:

inkedshipsandredlips:

This makes me sad

Just gotta keep reminding myself!

ERMAHGERD!!! I don’t even remember what Jordan and I were...

Thu, 16 May 2013 23:29:00 +0800

ERMAHGERD!!! I don’t even remember what Jordan and I were talking about!! But this pic is hilarious! #asilaydying #pulpsummerslam #ermahgerd #manila #concert

"Unfortunately the term “groupie” has been maligned, distorted and completely misunderstood...."

Thu, 16 May 2013 21:16:46 +0800

“Unfortunately the term “groupie” has been maligned, distorted and completely misunderstood. Originally coined by a Brit journalist meaning ‘a follower of groups,’ it quickly became a negative jeer by envious people who couldn’t get backstage. By those NOT in the know, groupies are perceived as loose women, star fuckers, and to use an old-fashioned term, gold diggers. Wrong. A true blue groupie is someone who loves the music so damn much that they feel the need to get close to the person who makes it.”

- Pamela Des Barres (via riot-house)

Got a haircut at this new salon around town. People were nice...

Thu, 16 May 2013 20:59:00 +0800

Got a haircut at this new salon around town. People were nice and cool. Got a couple of stares cos of my pink hair though. Love their complimentary shoulder and back massage the most! 😄😋 #hair #pinkhair #style #haircut

st0psign: I’d love to sit there and just drink my tea,...

Thu, 16 May 2013 02:16:19 +0800

st0psign:

I’d love to sit there and just drink my tea, listening to the rain

I’d love to have sex there and listen to the rain between moans

there are two kinds of people

http://www.q102.com/d/?3jg

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Wed, 15 May 2013 13:41:08 +0800

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Wed, 15 May 2013 13:31:43 +0800

Protein pancakes, my new favorite!! Topped with 20g greek yogurt...

Wed, 15 May 2013 11:30:00 +0800

Protein pancakes, my new favorite!! Topped with 20g greek yogurt 👌 1 whole egg, 1/2 smashed banana, 20g oat flour, 10g whey protein, splash of water until the right consistency is reached. So good!!! 😄👍🍴 #food #healthy #eatclean #fitness #workout #cleaneating #stayfit #breakfast #recipe

Yes!

Tue, 14 May 2013 15:56:39 +0800

Yes!

"Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or..."

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:23:10 +0800

“Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation. If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.

It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too. No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged.”

- EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ THIS.

Depression is not a synonym for being sad or having a bad day/bad week.

It’s not a PHASE. It’s not a CHOICE. It’s not LAZINESS.

spread the word guys.

(via bookmarrow)

This seriously made me cry.

(via bettydevoid)

This is exactly how my partner describes it. Especially this:

“You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation.”

He’s told me three or four times that he’s sorry for being depressed and needing space, because it wasn’t fair on me. I told him I would do anything if it helped him and not to feel guilty for doing the things he needs to do.

(via medeaismyfavourite)

That’s exactly it. There isn’t any…

There’s no out. Right now, it’s all I can do to hope the next cocktail of medications does the trick, because it’s exhausting to fight it all the time. I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of feeling bad for being tired. I’m tired of apologizing for being tired.

And yes, I am tired. You would be, too. This isn’t a sprint, with some finish line in sight; it’s an endurance trial that never ends. It never stops trying you, testing you, pushing you. It never stops, period. It’s the most sadistic soccer coach you ever met.

It never stops. There’s no end, there’s no finish line. Only inexorable gravity, pulling you, dragging you, twisting you in its endless spiral, engulfing you, ripping the air from your lungs, compressing your heart, drowning you.

And it never stops. Not ever.

A “bad day”?

I hope you never have to have one.

Because a “bad day” when you have depression is deciding whether to keep going or just

stop

whether to live or to die

having to decide that every day

(via deliciouskaek)

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Mon, 13 May 2013 20:06:00 +0800

Nick HipaAs I Lay Dying at Pulp Summer Slam 2013Manila,...

Sat, 11 May 2013 02:45:15 +0800

Nick Hipa
As I Lay Dying at Pulp Summer Slam 2013
Manila, Philippines

No matter where I am, I never feel alone. Because my animals...

Sat, 11 May 2013 01:36:06 +0800

No matter where I am, I never feel alone. Because my animals are everywhere I go. They’re like a cult of rowdy misfits covered in glitter, with face paint on and ripped up stockings. (My Crazy Beautiful Life: Episode 3)

sigh

Sat, 11 May 2013 01:34:21 +0800

*sigh*